I
Um
Hmmm...

I'm not sure...

Winter is confusing.

--edit--

before i didnt know exactly what i needed to say, but now i do.

I am tired of hearing 'your great, just not the right fit'
I'm tired of being a great person, but it just never happens to work.
I'm tired of listening and caring and accepting, but then when i need to be listened to or cared for all i get is 'well that sucks'

So i am going to become so good, that i can't not be the right fit.
But i can't control fate. So i can't become so awesome that it has to work.

...well that sucks.