KK and my little cousin Aria(the one with brain cancer :( ) at Redwoods National Park.




I feel bad still hanging out with my friends and being normal. I feel like I should be sitting around worrying. I feel like a horrible person for not seeing him yet, because i don't want to. and that makes me feel even worse.

they said it would be a miracle if he makes it through this week.

What if sunday afternoon was the last time i ever got to talk to him? What if i never get to see him again? He was an asshole alot of the time, but i love him, and if, well, if he dies, i don't know what i'll do.

they said it would be a miracle if he makes it through this week.

those words have been going through my head non stop for the last few days.

If ever there was a time when i believed in god, this would be it.

So even if you don't believe in god or whatever, please pray for him.


I sound so corny.