You know what i've learned over the past few months?

Never get your hopes up. Because then you're just setting yourself up for disappointment. But don't get them down either, because then, what you were trying not to hope to happen, most likely won't happen after all. So just be moderately excited all the time. or don't care. or both. It's a very rare thing when something you want to happen actually happens, so don't count on it.

wow i'm a bitch.