Let me explain something before you read the next post. I don't want to see KK. I don't want to see him because for some odd reason i can't bring myself to. i'm not being horrible bitchy little teenage girl and saying that i would rather spend time with friends than visit my brother who is in critical condition. I am just keeping myself preoccupied so that i can at least try and be normal for as long as i can.

Just thought i would explain to you (and me, in a way).