i think i need to cut myself off from certin aspects in my life right now, at least for a little while. until i can sort things out for myself. because being around them is inhibiting my ability to feel how i should feel, and do what i should be doing.

Don't you hate when someone who you thought was so amazing falls short of your expectations? When you have the highest hopes that they are a wonderful and genuine person, but you realize that they're actually kind of self centered, or inconsiderate.

Maybe it was my fault too, for hoping for too much. I really don't know what's wrong with me. I need to fix myself, but i don't know how.