only sort of useless.

i guess i feel incomplete if i don't update everyday.

so i think the current weather reflects my current state of being. where i am there is nothing but light rain, but a few miles out there is thunder and lightning and huge angry exciting storms. i think right now i content with what i have been doing and where my life is. i don't have too much to worry about, and the bad things in my life can be fixed over time. but i feel like if i delved deeper into how i was feeling i was spill over with emotion...happiness, excitement, anger, bitterness...sometimes i wonder how i can be feeling so many things at the same time.

that doesn't count as whining, does it?

oOo...My dad got KK's car (or i guess its MY car now...that's so awesome to say...my car!!) cleaned so it no longer reeks of stale cigarrette smoke or weed, and there are no longer cd's all over the ground and dirt all over the place. it's completely clean and smells lemony fresh. i can't wait to drive it. eee!

IMEA auditions are tomorrow...wish me luck!