I thought that that the happy was a new thing. that it was going to stay.
hmph.
this week has been disappointing.
i'm tired of understanding. all i ever do is say "no, it's okay, i understand." well i don't.
i'm tired of being second best. i'm tired of being in someone's shadow, constantly.
i don't think you understand. i don't know if you care.
i don't know where my drive went.
i don't know where my ambition has gone.
...i don't know how to be the person i want to be.
hmph.
this week has been disappointing.
i'm tired of understanding. all i ever do is say "no, it's okay, i understand." well i don't.
i'm tired of being second best. i'm tired of being in someone's shadow, constantly.
i don't think you understand. i don't know if you care.
i don't know where my drive went.
i don't know where my ambition has gone.
...i don't know how to be the person i want to be.
1 Comments:
I don't think that I understand either, but I know for sure that I care about you. If just knowing that helps then I'm glad, and I support you however I can!
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