Sunday, February 11, 2007

I thought that that the happy was a new thing. that it was going to stay.
hmph.

this week has been disappointing.

i'm tired of understanding. all i ever do is say "no, it's okay, i understand." well i don't.
i'm tired of being second best. i'm tired of being in someone's shadow, constantly.

i don't think you understand. i don't know if you care.

i don't know where my drive went.
i don't know where my ambition has gone.

...i don't know how to be the person i want to be.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I don't think that I understand either, but I know for sure that I care about you. If just knowing that helps then I'm glad, and I support you however I can!

10:09 PM  

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