So, Vocal Jazz was probably the best thing i did all year. It was so much fun and it just gave me something to look forard to every week. I grew so much musically and as a person because of it.

Auditions for next year were today. I COMPLETELY bombed the sight singing. completely. i wanted to jump off a bridge. I think it wouldn't have been so bad if i didn't wasn't nervous. But i was. and it was horrible. just thinking about it makes me want to cry, literally. So then i was off and kind of screwed up the melodic scale. but everything else i think ( i hope!) i was fine on. I just hope to god that mr. barsch remembers how well i did this year and how hard working i am, and takes pity on me. Because i don't know what i'm going to do with myself otherwise.

I need to be cheered up.

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