schmeh.
I am quitting band. You can say i'll regret it, and i most likely will, but i've thought about that for months, and i can deal with regretting it. Because i'm no good, and no matter how much i tell myself that im going to practice, i never do, and knowing myself, if i keep with band, i never will. Pretty much everytime im in band i want to cry, it makes me miserable. my dad says it's a waste of money, but if i keep doing it, it'll be a waste of money, and time, and energy.
I'm not bad mouthing band or anything, it got me where i need to be musically for choir, and it's half the reason i'm as good at choir as i am, and choir is what i want to do with my life. i just don't enjoy it anymore and don't see any sense in keeping with it. My main concern is that i'll miss marching band, but i can deal with that. I just don't have the drive anymore. I actually don't know if i ever have, besides the first year i started playing. It's just not for me. Hmph.
Input?
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I am quitting band. You can say i'll regret it, and i most likely will, but i've thought about that for months, and i can deal with regretting it. Because i'm no good, and no matter how much i tell myself that im going to practice, i never do, and knowing myself, if i keep with band, i never will. Pretty much everytime im in band i want to cry, it makes me miserable. my dad says it's a waste of money, but if i keep doing it, it'll be a waste of money, and time, and energy.
I'm not bad mouthing band or anything, it got me where i need to be musically for choir, and it's half the reason i'm as good at choir as i am, and choir is what i want to do with my life. i just don't enjoy it anymore and don't see any sense in keeping with it. My main concern is that i'll miss marching band, but i can deal with that. I just don't have the drive anymore. I actually don't know if i ever have, besides the first year i started playing. It's just not for me. Hmph.
Input?
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posted by Cellar door at
4:34 PM
3 Comments:
Oh, hon.
Of course you know my feelings about quitting band :-)
But if it will make you happier, you should absolutely do it.
if you really want to go the voice route, take piano lessons if you aren't already. flute (that's your instrument, right?) is good because it'll help you with breathing, but piano is essential, especially if you think you're going to be really serious about music.
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