i had a conversation with someone that i've been meaning to have with them for quite a while now, today.

and it made me wonder what would happened if i had had this conversation earlier. i also wonder whether i would have been better off talking to the brick wall that was behind me...and whether they really listened, because i meant what i said. And i hope that they took it into consideration, and gave it some thought.

and i realized that sometimes, saying what you want to say is not as hard as you think it would be. i think from now on, if something is bothering me, or i want to say something to someone, that might not necessarily be the easiest thing to say, that i am going to say it anyway...there are a lot of things that actually end up being hard to talk about when you're actually doing it, but there are also a lot of things that are actually not that hard to say, that you blow out of proportion in your mind. and from now on, after i have thoroughly thought about what needs to be said, i am going to get over my nerves and say what's on my mind.

That all sounds pretty reasonable to me.
How about you?