Is regular AIM too much to ask for?
instead I have this new version, with email that I don't need and video chatting and whatnot that I also don't need. And you'd think that all that would be nice, but it only has like 4 fonts to choose from. wtf. Plus its like 90 times larger than it should be. gah.

I went to a sinus/nasal specialist today with my father to see if he could do anything about myself. I am now taking:

Nexium
Nasonex
Clarinex
and something that starts with a "z" that I can't remember.

Apparently I have acid reflux. whatever. I'll eat as many fucking tomatoes as I want.

Its KK's birthday today.

He's coming home on wednesday! :D

I've been feeling very indecisive lately.

so, my laptop is back, but i guess in order to get rid of whatever virus was in it, they had to delete everything. everything. no internet, all my pictures are gone, and the music i had on there.

Ow.

Um, fucking shit. I suck at studying. I am the biggest procrastinator ever.

Alright.

I WILL go study for my spanish final. Right now.

Ugh.

Today seemed like it lasted forever.

This morning I was walking to first hour and I heard a girl tell her boyfriend that she loved him. He was halfway down the hallway, but he yelled "I love you too" back to her.

Then after lunch I saw the same girl crying on her friend's shoulder about how he broke up with her.

high school never ceases to amaze(and in this case disgust) me.

I saw King Kong last night. It was very good.

i haven't been able to read more than 20 pages of any book lately. i find a different book to read before i can get any further than that. I WILL get through Memoirs of a Geisha. then maybe this odd streak will be over.

Sorry all the latest posts have been shit. I've been far too lazy to make them any good.

Lately i've been feeling really guilty all the time for some reason. I mean, theres really nothing to stress me out but KK, and why would i feel guilty about that. I feel like im not doing something that i should be. I dropped out of speech, but only because i couldn't handle it, i intend on joining again next year and not quitting. I've been doing all my homework for the most part. Sooo....what do i have to feel guilty about? Nothing. But for some reason, i still have this lingering feeling of guilt? Oh well.

Three day weekend.

I need more to do, time is goin by far too slowly...but i need a break from all the stuff i was doing before. once the musical starts ill be good.

I probably won't update until after finals.

I love it when the lights for letters on signs go out and they spell different things.

like the MASON SQUARE sign than now says

MASON S ARE

masons are what? ...ugly? well read? muscular?

and the jewel osco sign that says

wel
osco

...they seem enthusiastic.

So...i was just thinking (woah!)

2006 better be so fucking good. because 2005 was possibly the worst year ever. not possibly, it was.

I have very high expectations for you, 2006!

I haven't posted in a while...

Well.

I spent Christmas with KK. He is getting better really quickly, they are expecting him to be home in a wheelchair by the end of January.

New Years was fucking awesome!! The best New Years I have had pretty much ever. Ha.

There are far too many movies out, and not enough time to see them all, or any of them.

My "Movies I Need to See" List:

King Kong
The Family Stone
Chronicle's of Narnia
The Producers

Maybe there's more, but if there are I can't remember them. If you've seen those movies, please tell me how they were so I can determine if i can wait until they come out on DVD or not.