Tuesday, October 31, 2006

i can't do this anymore. i don't know what i am doing but obviously something is stopping me from being as happy as i should be, and i don't know what it is but it's horrible and i hate feeling like this all the time and i wish it would just go away.

In 20 days it'll be one year since KK's accident. maybe that's part of it. i can still see the police lights flashing in my head, i can still hear my mother crying.

i need to get out of this funk.

5 Comments:

Blogger Alison said...

I miss you. Something needs to be done about that.

7:20 PM  
Blogger lady li said...

that could quite possibly be it, babe. but if the days pass and you're still feeling this way, i'll have you over for a sleepover and we can do whatever you need to make you feel better. okay, babe?

always remember you are loved by so many even if you hate the whole world. :D

luv always

lady li

9:37 AM  
Blogger Rachael said...

um, I may be sounding a bit oblivious/nieve/stupid here, but... who's KK?

6:35 PM  
Blogger Esmerelda said...

sometimes I hate people and sometimes I cry and sometimes I get better and sometimes I learn from it
sometimes I don't

9:24 PM  
Blogger Cellar door said...

KK is my older brother, rachael. around this time alst year he got in a car accident and almost died.

9:48 PM  

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