I'm back!

if you check the space (it's linked) i should have a slide show up within the next few days.

hmm..

well i'd be lying if i said that i'd never thought of it that way before.
but now it just makes more sense.

i don't need you anymore, i think.
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I won't be here all of break pretty much, so miss me. i will miss you. and just remember while your here being rained on and freezing your asses off that i will be warm and in the caribbean. :P SO. that means comment. because i won't be here for a week and i would like to come back to a commented blog. it'll be like a christmas present for me. when i come back i probably should have presents for you so the least you can do is comment me. I love you.

and ps.
things i would rather do than drive to fruits' house ever again:
-eat a bag of glass
-kill babies
-kill myself by form of drinking condensed milk until i die
-pull off all my toenails
-stick 100 needles in my face
-scotch tape my hair to the side of a building
-swim with sharks
-get eaten by an octopus
-chew off my own arm

you get the idea.

i have two shadows. and i walk faster than i think.

i'm getting there.

It's been a good birthday week. at least starting friday.

thank you, friends. i love you.

only three more days of school.

and only 6 days until i'm here:

right now this is me:


it's not really an angry tornado.

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right now this is everything:




can you feel it coming?

OH MY GOD WATCH THIS!

octupus and shark happy fun playtime underwater fantastic awesome

REGGAE HAIRSTYLE, ROCK AND ROLL!
....japanesesuperhappyfun

well.

where do i go from here?

I
Um
Hmmm...

I'm not sure...

Winter is confusing.

--edit--

before i didnt know exactly what i needed to say, but now i do.

I am tired of hearing 'your great, just not the right fit'
I'm tired of being a great person, but it just never happens to work.
I'm tired of listening and caring and accepting, but then when i need to be listened to or cared for all i get is 'well that sucks'

So i am going to become so good, that i can't not be the right fit.
But i can't control fate. So i can't become so awesome that it has to work.

...well that sucks.