please tell me.
i don't understand.
i just don't get it.
how someone can make the same mistakes over and over and still not learn.
three years. for three years its been the same thing. again and again.
how could someone be that selfish?
how could someone see the pain they are causing and still have no desire to change?
how could someone have so little respect for those around them?
how do i understand this when you don't and you are so much older?
when are you going to grow up?
why...how...wha-
what are you thinking?
i just don't get it.
how someone can make the same mistakes over and over and still not learn.
three years. for three years its been the same thing. again and again.
how could someone be that selfish?
how could someone see the pain they are causing and still have no desire to change?
how could someone have so little respect for those around them?
how do i understand this when you don't and you are so much older?
when are you going to grow up?
why...how...wha-
what are you thinking?
posted by Cellar door at
9:25 PM
1 Comments:
I'm thinking about...
you
what i've done to you
WHY...WHY was i born with this disease of the brain.
im thinking about how nice it would be not to have that disease, and how that will never be possible.
even when you say i'm "better" im still always "sick"
even if i HAVEN'T been destroying my body, i HAVE been thinking about it.
can you imagine what its like to "live" this way for the rest of your life...?
will you ever understand the mental war i wage on a daily basis; how hard i have to fight?
and for what?--to protect the ones whom i love and cherish.
who could call this a life?
---i guess i have to---
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